azrai...oughh...speechless. Saya membacanya, lost in some words karena ada perbedaan bahasa. But, I do really feel your pain. Tetap semangat ya Azrai !!
pandang diri sendiri. cari kekurangan diri. cari hikmah. DIA maha mengetahui kenapa sesuatu itu berlaku. Mungkin ini yang terbaik utk kalian. Sakit memang sakit, tapi bayangkan hikmah u dapat dari semua ini. Mungkin pada masa itu, u akan bsyukur sangat2 dengan kjadian yg jadi hari ni. Cari hikmah tu.
ariy> ga banyak bedanya ;p kenalin aku sama ceweknya d solo ya. hu2..
anon5:07> tengah tabah ni sebab dari dulu dok bersabar, kn =)
anon1:11> sudah ku belek atas dan bawah, kiri dan kanan susuk diriku ini. sudah ku terima seadanya hukuman buatku diriku dari dosa2ku yang lamapau. anehnya kuperbaiki kkuranganku sebolehnya, namun..
aku tidak betah bila setiap bicara adalah dusta.. bila setiap janji hanya utk dmungkiri.. bila setiap amanah dan kepercayaan berleluasa dikhianati.
usah kita bongkak, angkuh mencari hikmah kerana ujian itu sendiri adalah anugerah agar di akhirat kelak tidak kita terpekik terlolong mencari, menagih simpati pada yang disakiti, dihutangi, dianiayai =)
ps: seems like u r quite familiar with 'kalian'. perhaps u r just listening from one side. perhaps from the darker one ;p
*ambillah iktibar dari CEREKArama ini. bak kata anon 1:11, muhasabah diri, dan jangan cepat melatah jika terkena batang hidung sendiri, insyaAllah. astaghfirullah =)
what do u mean usah kita bongkak? angkuh mcari hikmah? perlu ke kite bongkak dalam mcari hikmah? ujian yg diberi utk kita fikir dalam-dalam. cari hikmah is a +ve thing. it helps. a lot. i've been there in ur shoe. dia berkata dusta jgak. and we even talk about marriage. siap bincang dengan family i lagi. my mom dah spread the words to others. kata-kata si dia lagi penuh dusta. lepas kasi harapan yang tinggi menggunung. tiba tiba kata tak ready. hilang. dan masa tu dia tahu i sayang dia dari segalanya. sakit amat bila dia berdusta. kecewa. imagine me crying for days, weeks and even months. makan+mandi+tgkTV+smayang+tdoo+bawak kereta+bace alQuran ...semuanya menangis. I suffered.
But dah lame-lame tu... i carik hikmah,i fikir dalam-dalam..kaji ujian yg tuhan beri. and now i bsyukur sangat2 kenapa Tuhan tak jadikan dia utk i.
Im happy now. Alhamdulillah. and i hope u'll be happy too. sooner or later.javascript:void(0)
anon 1.11> maaf jika tersalah anggap mengenai ayat angkuh/bongkak itu ;p sebenarnya maksudku adalah 'mencari hikmah' itu bagai mempersoal/bertanya Allah mengapa di uji kita dengan ujian ini. seolah kita mahukan jawapan mengapa itu/ini terjadi (kepercayaanku).
mungkin ayat yang lebih sesuai adalah, "percayalah, ada hikmah disebalik setiap sesuatu,insyaAllah.."
hikmah adalah jawapan untuk setiap ujian. selalunya akan lahir seiring anugerah, akan hadir bersama masa yang berlalu kerana selagi kita tidak ketemu dgn hikmah itu, selagi itu kita tidak melepaskan rasa kecewa yg terbelenggu (kepercayaanku).
pesan sahabat2ku, "ini adalah masa utk redha, bukan masa utk bertanya."
perhaps u shouldn't using anon1.11 s we can share our interest between 2 blogs togather, insyaAllah =)
every time i realize my fault, my bad. realizing it was my big fault to you. i knew that. but this is my own decision. i cant say i love someone if i don't. and i have no idea why you wrote this.
and i dont think i ask you to come all the way to mersing dari shah alam for dinner and semata mata nak minta break off.
bukan ke kebetulan you dekat Kedah dengan pian, and i ask you to dinner at my aunt house? kebetulan ada dekat sana.
so, no objection why you wrote as you came to "Mersing"
lil'girl.. this is THE only thing that u should comment/say/react upon this posting. The ONLY one! not egoing around pretending this and that, arguing about my feeling at my fb (using TW), trying to teach my friend (especially abun, alin, ejan, lilia) about how to handle this situation upon me and private msg to my friend (abun).
i admit there is something in this post that not like what was happened (especially the Mersing/Sungai Petani things) but u r missing the whole point here. this is NOT my diary. this post is regarding the way u treat me on our last meeting as ur kekanda/guest!!
there is no more arguement after this. ENOUGH is ENOUGH! u already got ur lovely new BF, aite?? the one that u wait even when we r still in relationship (now i realize that 12 month is NOT even a relationship as u said to abun that all this time u just pretending to be loyal to me - berpura2 setia padaku). pretending for me alone is fair enough but to make my families and friends believe u r with me is UNACCEPTABLE!! dont u realize that u r LYING at every single one of us?! don't u?! astaghfirullah..
i never insult ibu & ayah. this is my stand!! (btw i'm curious either both of them know that the dinner is ur initiative n not mine)
lil'girl, what u have done to me alone is far from others can imagine. dont even DARE ME to speak ALL-OF-IT out loud to others! especially about ur Am**. everybody will laugh at me for how i can be this STUPID who have been fooled around with a lil'girl like u!
lil'girl, if i want to embarrass u here, there is no point blurring the pix. AINA is a very general name. y dont u search at fb, how many AINA there in Malaysia alone. u r making fool of urself this time kid. u r embarassing urself. i feel pity for u =(
don't even bother to me from now on. i'm not ur so called kekanda NO more!! u have enough support around u. especially when u already have ur NEW kekanda who's always make u smile, make u happy & too good for u. sadly i'm NOT that good for u.. all the best lil'girl. i'm moving on, so u should to. istighfar.. muhasabah.. redha..
public announcement: 1. i have full respect for this lil'girl ibu & ayah. s i know them, they r both great teachers and reasonable parents.
buat ibunda & ayahanda Aina: "maaf jika apa yang berlaku ini membuat ibunda & ayahanda marah atau bersedih. bukan maksud anakanda untuk memalukan Aina, ibunda & ayahanda di saat artikel ini di 'publish'. lillahi taala. terima kasih atas layanan yang diberikan, ikan bakar, masak asam, puding yang tidak sempat anakanda jamah suatu ketika dahulu. halalkan makan minum anakanda. maafkan anakanda kerana tidak dapat menunaikan janji anakanda pada ibunda untuk membimbing & mendorong adinda Aina. anakanda juga meminta maaf bagi pihak keluarga & sahabat anakanda yang mungkin terlanjur bicara terhadap ibunda & ayahanda. maaf."
semoga segalanya berakhir di sini, insyaAllah.. astaghfirullah..
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azrai...oughh...speechless. Saya membacanya, lost in some words karena ada perbedaan bahasa. But, I do really feel your pain. Tetap semangat ya Azrai !!
tabah bro...
pandang diri sendiri. cari kekurangan diri. cari hikmah. DIA maha mengetahui kenapa sesuatu itu berlaku. Mungkin ini yang terbaik utk kalian.
Sakit memang sakit, tapi bayangkan hikmah u dapat dari semua ini.
Mungkin pada masa itu, u akan bsyukur sangat2 dengan kjadian yg jadi hari ni.
Cari hikmah tu.
ariy> ga banyak bedanya ;p kenalin aku sama ceweknya d solo ya. hu2..
anon5:07> tengah tabah ni sebab dari dulu dok bersabar, kn =)
anon1:11> sudah ku belek atas dan bawah, kiri dan kanan susuk diriku ini. sudah ku terima seadanya hukuman buatku diriku dari dosa2ku yang lamapau. anehnya kuperbaiki kkuranganku sebolehnya, namun..
aku tidak betah bila setiap bicara adalah dusta.. bila setiap janji hanya utk dmungkiri.. bila setiap amanah dan kepercayaan berleluasa dikhianati.
usah kita bongkak, angkuh mencari hikmah kerana ujian itu sendiri adalah anugerah agar di akhirat kelak tidak kita terpekik terlolong mencari, menagih simpati pada yang disakiti, dihutangi, dianiayai =)
ps: seems like u r quite familiar with 'kalian'. perhaps u r just listening from one side. perhaps from the darker one ;p
*ambillah iktibar dari CEREKArama ini. bak kata anon 1:11, muhasabah diri, dan jangan cepat melatah jika terkena batang hidung sendiri, insyaAllah. astaghfirullah =)
my friend,
what do u mean usah kita bongkak? angkuh mcari hikmah? perlu ke kite bongkak dalam mcari hikmah? ujian yg diberi utk kita fikir dalam-dalam. cari hikmah is a +ve thing. it helps. a lot.
i've been there in ur shoe. dia berkata dusta jgak. and we even talk about marriage. siap bincang dengan family i lagi. my mom dah spread the words to others. kata-kata si dia lagi penuh dusta. lepas kasi harapan yang tinggi menggunung. tiba tiba kata tak ready. hilang. dan masa tu dia tahu i sayang dia dari segalanya.
sakit amat bila dia berdusta. kecewa. imagine me crying for days, weeks and even months. makan+mandi+tgkTV+smayang+tdoo+bawak kereta+bace alQuran ...semuanya menangis. I suffered.
But dah lame-lame tu... i carik hikmah,i fikir dalam-dalam..kaji ujian yg tuhan beri. and now i bsyukur sangat2 kenapa Tuhan tak jadikan dia utk i.
Im happy now. Alhamdulillah.
and i hope u'll be happy too. sooner or later.javascript:void(0)
-anon1:11
anon 1.11> maaf jika tersalah anggap mengenai ayat angkuh/bongkak itu ;p sebenarnya maksudku adalah 'mencari hikmah' itu bagai mempersoal/bertanya Allah mengapa di uji kita dengan ujian ini. seolah kita mahukan jawapan mengapa itu/ini terjadi (kepercayaanku).
mungkin ayat yang lebih sesuai adalah, "percayalah, ada hikmah disebalik setiap sesuatu,insyaAllah.."
hikmah adalah jawapan untuk setiap ujian. selalunya akan lahir seiring anugerah, akan hadir bersama masa yang berlalu kerana selagi kita tidak ketemu dgn hikmah itu, selagi itu kita tidak melepaskan rasa kecewa yg terbelenggu (kepercayaanku).
pesan sahabat2ku, "ini adalah masa utk redha, bukan masa utk bertanya."
perhaps u shouldn't using anon1.11 s we can share our interest between 2 blogs togather, insyaAllah =)
Assalamualaikum
dear azrai asari,
every time i realize my fault, my bad. realizing it was my big fault to you. i knew that. but this is my own decision. i cant say i love someone if i don't. and i have no idea why you wrote this.
and i dont think i ask you to come all the way to mersing dari shah alam for dinner and semata mata nak minta break off.
bukan ke kebetulan you dekat Kedah dengan pian, and i ask you to dinner at my aunt house? kebetulan ada dekat sana.
so, no objection why you wrote as you came to "Mersing"
*sigh
waalaikumsalam
lil'girl.. this is THE only thing that u should comment/say/react upon this posting. The ONLY one! not egoing around pretending this and that, arguing about my feeling at my fb (using TW), trying to teach my friend (especially abun, alin, ejan, lilia) about how to handle this situation upon me and private msg to my friend (abun).
i admit there is something in this post that not like what was happened (especially the Mersing/Sungai Petani things) but u r missing the whole point here. this is NOT my diary. this post is regarding the way u treat me on our last meeting as ur kekanda/guest!!
there is no more arguement after this. ENOUGH is ENOUGH! u already got ur lovely new BF, aite?? the one that u wait even when we r still in relationship (now i realize that 12 month is NOT even a relationship as u said to abun that all this time u just pretending to be loyal to me - berpura2 setia padaku). pretending for me alone is fair enough but to make my families and friends believe u r with me is UNACCEPTABLE!! dont u realize that u r LYING at every single one of us?! don't u?! astaghfirullah..
i never insult ibu & ayah. this is my stand!! (btw i'm curious either both of them know that the dinner is ur initiative n not mine)
lil'girl, what u have done to me alone is far from others can imagine. dont even DARE ME to speak ALL-OF-IT out loud to others! especially about ur Am**. everybody will laugh at me for how i can be this STUPID who have been fooled around with a lil'girl like u!
lil'girl, if i want to embarrass u here, there is no point blurring the pix. AINA is a very general name. y dont u search at fb, how many AINA there in Malaysia alone. u r making fool of urself this time kid. u r embarassing urself. i feel pity for u =(
don't even bother to me from now on. i'm not ur so called kekanda NO more!! u have enough support around u. especially when u already have ur NEW kekanda who's always make u smile, make u happy & too good for u. sadly i'm NOT that good for u.. all the best lil'girl. i'm moving on, so u should to. istighfar.. muhasabah.. redha..
public announcement:
1. i have full respect for this lil'girl ibu & ayah. s i know them, they r both great teachers and reasonable parents.
buat ibunda & ayahanda Aina: "maaf jika apa yang berlaku ini membuat ibunda & ayahanda marah atau bersedih. bukan maksud anakanda untuk memalukan Aina, ibunda & ayahanda di saat artikel ini di 'publish'. lillahi taala. terima kasih atas layanan yang diberikan, ikan bakar, masak asam, puding yang tidak sempat anakanda jamah suatu ketika dahulu. halalkan makan minum anakanda. maafkan anakanda kerana tidak dapat menunaikan janji anakanda pada ibunda untuk membimbing & mendorong adinda Aina. anakanda juga meminta maaf bagi pihak keluarga & sahabat anakanda yang mungkin terlanjur bicara terhadap ibunda & ayahanda. maaf."
semoga segalanya berakhir di sini, insyaAllah.. astaghfirullah..
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